#31 I Can't Breath...

Haiiiiii....;-P


[Mode : My Heart...It's...I Don't Know...]

Hai guys...what's up..? Nothing much to said but...My heart...it's feel weird...and at the same time...I'm confuse...Yeah, I know...confusion is part of it...and that's how you find out if something is there...especially when you are dealing with emotions....but emotions are never black and white...we cannot predict it...they are just like symptoms...You lose your breath every time he enter a room...your heart beats faster when he walks by...your skin tingle when he near you close enough to feel his breath...but love...around this corner of time...? I just don't know...I can't breath...What should I do Guys...? Should I move forward with it...and make it happen...or should I stay...and wait a little bit longer....Oh God, help me please...

Come To Me
In The Night Of Hours
I Will Wait For You...

And I Can't Sleep
Cause Thoughts Devour
Thoughts Of You Consume...

I Can't Help But Love You
Even Though I Try Not To...
I Can't Help But Want You
I Know That I'd Die Without You...

Stay With Me A Little Longer
I Will Wait For You...

Shadows Creep 
And Want Grows Stronger
Deeper Than The Truth...

I Can't Help But Love You
Even Though I Try Not To...
I Can't Help But Want You
I Know That I'd Die Without You...

I Can't Help But Be Wrong In The Dark
Cause I'm Overcome In This War Of Hearts...
I Can't Help But Want Oceans To Part
Cause I'm Overcome In This War Of Hearts...

I Can't Help But Love You
Even Though I Try Not To...
I Can't Help But Want You
I Know That I'd Die Without You...

I Can't Help But Be Wrong In The Dark
Cause I'm Overcome In This War Of Hearts...
I Can't Help But Want Oceans To Part
Cause I'm Overcome In This War Of Hearts...

 I Really Want This...But I'm Lost....

Byeeee....


PSST : Sorry Guys...don't get me wrong...but me and En Mel...we are okay...just that he want us to move forward...make this so called 'relationship' official and take it to the next level...but Me...? I'm afraid...that I can't make it...to give a piece of my heart to him...to make a commitment...I'm too afraid with the history of my past relationships...maybe I need more time...but again at the same time I really want those love...and that's make my heart like having a war right now...I don't know what to do...I'm lost...I really can't breath...